emotions running high, falling low

oh goodness gratious meeeeeee. ive started training in The Westin KL and it seems okay..the best thing about it is that everyone is nice. but damnit i have bad working hours. and i always seem to be okay when im there, staying back for a few extra hours despite how crashingly tired i am. because when i think about it..if im tired, they must be even more exhausted. but they're used to it. jebus i work like 10 hours a day and sometimes even more. once, i worked for 12 and a half hours..KILLERRRRR!! and i have to wake up at 5 every morning to report in at work at 7. the only best part about that is the awesome empty straight road.

i miss everyone so much :( its barely been a damn month and hell i miss everyone like crap.
i miss loon so much... :( i could cry already. please come and ease this horrible feeling beeee. i miss june :( i miss wern :( i miss rachel yong and saw.. :( i miss tan, i miss ollie, i miss boon, i miss EVERRYYYONEEE... :( :(

i just got off work..like 11 hours of work and fuck i feel so tired....working can make you lose your mind. i think its the jam that i went through thats making me blab crazy now. wtf. urrgghhh.... and that facebook is being a total bitch!

im gona go gila already. i need some R&R
i hope i get to go to maison on my day off next wednesday..gona dance like fucking mad.
i need some good lovin and lotsa care.
( i dont care about shopping unless i get a nice spa)

kill me already

and KL drivers...grow some fucking fingers to use the fucking signal.

haih...see what working has done to the jolly, 24/7 laughing and joking ely?.

i miss u guys. so much.

spunks

aha! hellloooo im bacccck! heehee. its been months since ive blogged! honestly, ive missed blogging but gosh im just so lazy to. hehehehe. im now in the student lounge and im supposed to be studying for my oenology(wine) assessment but instead im now blogging and reading fml stories. hahahaha.

so much has happened and i dont know where to start!. so hmm..since the last time ive blogged..

-my sister has gone to UK for a holiday till january.. :( bummerrr...
-celebrated beee's birthday :)
-celebrated lotsa other peeps birthdays
-had lotsa awesome powesome dates with beee
-went for prom :)
-went clubbing. woot!
-celebrated li suen's birthday :)
-made wine
-had my feet so fcking sore from long hours in the kitchen :(
-been bitching about omg such annoying ppl.


so much more happened..but gotta slowly think of it. hehehehe

oh and i went for an interview at Westin KL for my industrial training and i got it!! :D :D :D !!
gona have my training with jirwan, michaela, alison and kel vin! hehhe!
and the great thing is that most of the gang is going for their internships around the area too :D hope beeee gets his internship there. hehehehe.

signing off now, navin disturbing me in the lounge! ahahahahaha and navin says hi. we miss u
su-li!! :)

missing in action

oh god, my internet connection at home has been down down and downer...now using the computer in college. gosh im so freaking tired and sleepy. and ive been having headaches like no bodies business. mcb ah.....

ive got lots of other posts and pics to post up but unfortunately, i dont have my camera memory card with me now.

im hoping to go to the PC fair this week and getting a maxis broadband. *prays hard*.

oh, i lost my phone a while ago. amazing how i lasted this long without a new phone. hehehe. but guess what, i just bought a new phone!! =D FINALLY. ehheh. had my eye on the Samsung G400 for a while. and my dad conned me into paying 90% of it. grrr. but whatever la, i still got it. my freaking god this phone is gorgeous! i set eyes on the gold colour and i knew i had to get it. hehehe. so yeah, i just bought it last saturday. Wai Loon was a wee bit jealous and felt like he lost some love cos i was so into my new phone on that day. hehehehehe.

its gold, and limited edition for this colour. apparently.. and they had to make a special order from korea for me. i held the phone and wai loon and i went..."wooooooooohhhhhhhhh.......!" together gether. hehehehe. im dead happy.

waiting to go for my accounts class...which is at 3...and its only 1.05 now...geography class got cancelled so i have a 4 hour break. 4 freaking hours with nothing to do. DAYUM.

lets hope i can get my broadband and start coming online again =)

im walking on sunshine

old habits die hard.. i always wana keep updating my blog but damnit im just so effing lazy to. but but but but but..im on term break now and ive got zero things to do. gona blog to kill time. alot has happened since my last post. i finally went to sunway lagoon for the first time in my life! yeay! =D and then there was the chef association. awesome desserts they had there..yummy yummy. and alot of hanging out..meeting up with some old friends...hooking up and more hanging out. now with new friends, new love, new environment and a new part of me, im glad that ive started my life all over again. letting go of the past and embracing the present. and so far, it has been freaking awesome. =)

in class with june and tan

oh the damn yummy food

oh god i loved this. if i had another shot of this i would have gone sugar high

sugar tree!

teee heeee

outside the hotel with june, don and wai loon

last week we had a barbeque+drinking night at eugene's not house, not bungalow but mansion. hahaha. kidding.. it was his freaking huge bungalow. it was awesome. we had yummy food (duh) and we played with the helium balloon..dare dice..twister..and alcohol (slurp).

with my loves june and rachel

i love june!

the camwhores, ariff and rachel

eugene, rachel and wai loon

lesbo partners. LOL

tan jezri showing off to jason that he can barbeque and still look shmexy

up, up and away

twisterrrrrrrrr

tender loving care ;)

lesbo girlfriends =P

girls of the night

i love daisy!

love him =)

don, clown of the century.

my other half <3

barbecued lamb, chicken wings, burger patty, cheezels, lettuce, coke and beer for breakfast

today is gona be so dull...didnt get to go out..but oh well, tomorrow is gona be awesome!! we're all going ice skating!! yeaaaayyy!! =D then nephew's birthday on saturday and hari's aunts wedding on sunday. awesomenesss!!! gona attend the wedding with nadira and all wearing saree and all. =D so excited! and aahhh, another long week of holiday till my second term starts. its gona be hectic then.... gona have loads of R & R next week. =)

i sure hope i update my blog again soon. tee heeee

optimistic

today was funnnn. pastry class is always fun. =D

after class my friends, a whole gang of them, took me to carls jr. to break my carls jr. virginity. yes...today was my first day eating carls. jr. hehehe. ish we forgot to take pics..we were laughing too hard and fooling around too much to remember. as usual we're the most noisy ppl around. god knows what were we talking about..we were all laughing soo hard. i found my crazy friends. i love that we all have sooo much fun together. and everyone is nice and "awesome". hahahaha.

so we walked around and all..then decided to head back to college. 7 of us had to squeeeeeze into wai loon's car and it was sooo funny. thank god jezri didnt come along or else we would like literally died in the car. wai loon and dinesh were in front. rui wei,jeremy,jason, june and i were squeezing like crap behind. but i was the most comfortable of all. head rest>jason's arm,leg rest>jeremy and rui wei's legs, arm rest>jeremy. and they were all my airbags. =P we had freaaking alot of fun in the car. we all laughed our asses off, eso june and i. hillariousnesss.

how nice, i didnt have to take the ktm today. loon was nice enough to drop me at mv. and i got to hang out with my dear hari. good old days. keep your fingers crossed and hope for the best hari!! =D you know what i mean. and shhhh k.

jason, june, me, jeremy

june, jason, me, jeremy, rui wei

see how lucky i am, comfortably squished inside. hahahaha.

im lovin my college buds. the guys are crazy and sweet at the same time...but they're 80% hillarious. literally. i could die laughing. =D and the girls, june, adylla, aima, zee,loga,winnie, allison, cendy and all are really nice too :) but june, dee and aima are still my closest girls :) college college college....

my legs hurt real bad.. =(

rolling rolling

classes have officially started and so far it has been fun. last friday was pastry practical and today was kitchen practical. it was...kinda cool i guess. we learnt different ways of cutting different vegetables. not all..but we learnt methods of cutting carrots,onions,celery,leek?, english parsley,tomato,lettuce,garlic. thats about it i guess? and we learn the names of those methods in french. so hard to remember man...and we're gona have an assignment about it next week or something. gotta cut the vegetables in methods our chef wants and name it for them and pronounce it right. its 30% of something..dieee lah.. but it was fun. hehehe

june and i decided to bring food today. she brought scones and i brought victorian sponge cake. everyone loved both. =D supposed to go for dinner with them tonight at the college restaurant..but suddenly gotta go out with my family... =(

gah, and it was soooo hot during computer class today..aircond wasnt working..it was hell..and i was sooo sleepy plus the dying hot weather..ish.. and we had to make a form exactly like the one that was on the projector...it was fun and gosh i didnt even know half the things even existed. hehehe.

sooo sleepy noww...sucks that im not an afternoon sleeper...i wana go out man...i wana go shoppinggggggg.

tweedle dee

im so tired yet im still up. using my new laptop for the first time =D yes, for once..its mine! hehehehehhe. and im lovin this laptop soo much. hope it becomes my new bff. hope it stays this awesome too! =D

oh and its a dell laptop. dell studio15. awesomeness. so fast, so wide, so in love with it. heh heh heh.

got it in this colour. plum purple. uh lala.

nothing much happening besides my new com. baked creme caramel and scones in college. it was fun =) chef karam is fun! oh and my chef uniform makes me look soooooo funnnyyy. the guys looked great it in. except for faizal when he wears the beret. june and olivia look fine too. i look hillarious with the beret on. and we got out injections already. i was soo scared..usually i'll just get a little nervous..but this time i was scareddddd. i bought lotsa sweets to calm myself and all. effie kept giggling at me when i was in the que cos i looked like i was about to cry..and during the injection i shut my eyes and mouth really tight so i wont see it or scream. allison and winnie were nice to wait for me. and to look at my funny reaction. no class on monday. wooott. hehehe

oh oh oh! and, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my dear dear julian. love you so much, muah muah muah =)

hope u had a great time and i'll make it up to u k? =) sorryyy.

off to bed now..good night dears