not caring about you anymore was old news

oh yeah, the i win you lose game. pfft. what are we? pre-schoolers? i quote "dont wana blog about you cos im not fuckin like you" but oh well, you did insist.

i dont wana care what you want to tell others cos well, the truth might be true, then again, it could be as fake as the bitch who told you. bummer. i may be a bitch and be annoying sometimes but at least i know how to be a real friend. i always knew i could never talk things out with you like a normal adult cos i always knew it would end up like this. the screaming and yelling..you asking me "whats with the attitude?!" when you couldnt answer a simple question i asked and then giving me the attitude?. good thing you dont care anymore too so then i can write whatever i want. but either way, i dont care anymore.

siti's right..sometimes best friends are like second boyfriends. you did say that you wish you could break up with me like my ex-boyfriend did. wish granted. becareful of what you wish for, but i guess it all just doesn't matter to you right? i may not be perfect and i have done wrongs. but twisting what you did to me to how im hurting you? and then hinting to the world that its me? hmm, then screaming on the phone like i'm the one who hurt the crap outta you? me not wanting to talk to you since that incident was because obviously i knew there was no point. did you even try coming to me? no. and you dont even know that im always the one wanting to fix out friendship. for every hurt and thing you did, i too had to apologise. then turning it on me saying i never did anything for our friendship. look back and think hard. you think that not talking to you out of the blues was hurtful? try having to live with the fact that the one person you thought you could trust after being betrayed by others betray you herself leaving you in cold hard pain bitching about you with your own ex boyfriend. "that was so long ago,you're still holding on to that?!"..its not a thing that just comes and goes. its your own freaking "best friend" doing such a thing to you. and all of a sudden you're hurt? why in the world would i invite your sister to watch a game and not you just to hurt you. why the fuck would i huh. yea, cos you always did love telling the world im a cold and heartless person.

im done with all of this, im done with high school drama. you havent gotten over high school but im way done. so just mind your own stuff. im done with you. thanks for making it a whole lot easier. as much as i hate for friendships to end, this one is a goner. i guess people change and i dont know who you are anymore. im a bitch too, im at fault too. this isnt a blame game, just stop it with the nonsense.

this is it then.

and for the record, i did not bitch about your friend so stop saying i did.

im walking on sunshine

oh goodness gracious. malaysia is finally free from the girl i hate...well until march...but finally enough room for everyone to breathe and not be miserable for once. wahhaahahhaha..im mean. hehe

anywhooo....is minutes before my dear siti's birthday is over...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITIII!!!!!!!

hugss!!!

wah wah..i havent been blogging for ages! hopefully i can blog alot tonight la..hehehee. well... i do more picture posting then actual writng..cos haiyo..lazy to write so much..kekeke. not..

fat boy and cute baby

aiyoo! so cute la! damn cute lil' naughty boy XD

oh the yummilicious cupcakes. i baked these during spm...yes, DURING. you have no idea what else i've been doing. nyehehhe. well..these are a few cupcakes i made for the people i love...there are many names that are not in there...but you already know that i love you guys right..hehehe. and i didnt have enough cupcakes. hheheheehehe!! =D

our own brian from family guy.

went and watched the tennis showdown after add maths paper. hehehee. roger federer. yes the man himself, gave my aunts friend who is his friend free tickets...so we gots zem! wooottt. hehehe!


notice the RF and rf's autograph on ze cap? wahahaha. and i be lovin them tennis shirt.

can you see roger federer peeping out?

james blake

fualamak so chun wan my photography skills.wakikikikiki



my babeh. i be lovin them sneakers







bola tenis james blake

my sista from another mister turned 17 well..yesterday now that its past 12. hahahaa. glad i could be there to help out and made it a pleasant birthday for her =) love that girl!

siti's helium balloons!!

will you just look at us...so chute

L and i surprised siti with this cake. her expression : =' )

happy birthday girl!!

after ppl left..me, siti and julian started inhaling the helium gas in the balloon. so farking farnie i tell you!!! all the sounds we made and all! hahahahaha!! well..it was an awesome blossom weekend and i is got to spend it with my dear siti. we is gona go for them lecture together gether yo! HAHAH. i be nigga-ing. hhahahahaahh.

good night dear people. loves.

jungle tumble

i can almost taste paradise! spm is almost over! actually im already in paradise but this is gona be the real deal. the paradise without stupid books and crap i dont give a damn about. oshmigosh!

i really wana post a long ass post...but it'll take me forever...all the pictures...thinking and all..used my brains too much already..time out time out. well..i'll post soon. but for now...the one thing that i really really want to do is sell off my stuff...seriously...i've got millions of junk, unused clothes. god knows why i bought them for. see>like>buy..aint no caring bout nothing else. crazy right? ehhehee. well..gona search for nice clothes i dont wear and all now. oh and shoessss. wtv lah. hehehee


signing off! lovesss

friends

lately i've been having so much fun. too much fun actually.. spm is in days and i'm having fun. typical me =)

i dont have pictures to post up about all the fun i had. i have some with su and siti witi but lazy to get it from them. hehehehe. well, it was halloween yesterday and boy did i have a blast! the residences at my god parents area had a halloween party. and i stay there now so obviously i would go. they had a small dinner set up by the pool and it was so cute! all the kids running around in their costumes and all. they had such nice spook-a-licious cupcakes and cookies too! and some parents even dressed up. so cool! then at 7.45pm, i took the kids trick or treating!! so fun!! some houses really decorated their house to the max. so awesome! i have pics in my god fathers camera. again...lazy to get it.,..but it was all so nice. then julian came..followed the kids trick or treating till the very last house. went back to the pool side cos juls wanted to eat and pushed my younger bro into the pool when we were going off. hehehehe! naughty me.. back at my god parents place, i decided to play twister cos we were kinda bored. me, juls, my god sister and my younger bro took turns spinning the thingy. its torture when you let a 7 year old girl spin that thing cos she keeeps laughing at whatever position we'll have to be in next and its so tiring! juls kept winning. hehehee. fun fun!


oh yea..and last wednesday siti and i went for a free manicure. my sister had 5 free manicures so she gave one to me and siti. anywho...there was only one manicurist so siti went first. while waiting, went to the reflexology place with su. she had the foot reflexology and i had the back and shoulder reflexology. su's was one hour, so when i was done, i came out and saw her sleeping like a baby! hahahha! so cute! i think the manicure shop was kinda sucky cos they gave us such horrible manicures. i came out with a bad french manicure and two bleeding fingers. yeap, sucky!



i love pocoyo!!! but i love stewie more!!!!! heheheh!

bombastic fools

okay, so looks like the whole prom thing isn't going so well..and its just so sad to see juls and the other committees who are my friends beat themselves up because of it. and i mean it, i fucking hate it. you bombastic idiots who wanted 5 star hotels and shit, paid motherfucking deposits and now want it back? screw you bitches! motherfuck you wanted all the class and diamonds up your ass and now you want it removed? eat your own shits la.

you were the selfish ones, wanting absolute class in 5 star hotels, turning down sime darby because "oh, its not a hotel".."oh,it has no class"..fuck you shit heads. what the fuck, and i mean..WHAT THE FUCK is up with that?!?!?!?! mother fuck you guys think you're soooooooo big is it? fuck even award givings are gona be held there okay. not classy enough for you?! fucking hell man.

you all wanted the big lobbies,dumb ass pretty looking hotels, all the stars a hotel could have and not want to go? couldn't you have just jumped off a cliff earlier?!!??!?! yeah they can cancel it now but they'd have to pay 50% of the total amount for the ballroom. fuck you wana pay is it? think you so grand like king or whatever fuck shit? want gold and diamonds then tell the person you dont want it and the sky is blue for you again?! wake up you sad asses!!!! you're not living in hollywood. heck you just go to school where they produce rubbish like you. we all are shit there. look at all your pethatic selves. we're the hartamas generation that should be so ashamed of themselves. other schools think of each other, they're not selfish, even if they wanted the class, they'd actually pay for their prom tickets and bluddy go. you motherfuckers wanted class but in the end, decide not to go. those who have their camps and all. just go, but next time, dont open your mouths to suggest class.

i dont understand why you people are sooooo idiotic, and self-centered. and cant you people just have that little more school spirit. or at least some respect for one another and our senior year, our last year in school. its joyous to know that school is ending so soon, and prom is like a last gathering before we go seperate ways. its supposed to be everyone in senior year espcially to get together on that night and have fun and celebrate together. just knock that into your minds and go for prom. you wanted class? now pay for the 140 ringgit ticket. im sure thats classy enough of a price.

yeah, now you're gona wana flame me and shit. do it, like i care. at least i'm one to stand up and not be chicken heads like you guys but try to act soo big. screw you.

and i'm not critisizing the committee. and those who wana put this on them. dont even try. they did a good job. its you guys that are the problem.

kuchi kuchi

yeayy. glad thats over now.


anywho..went out to ou yesterday and today. watched flight of the living dead yesterday and eagle eye yesterday.. eagle eye was really good! oh mi god. it was awesome!! and after such a long time, i had a blast with those two guys. made freaking stupid jokes and laughed our asses off. aah, good times, good times.

im sleepy and distracted by tivo. see you suckers later!

sizzle sizzle

sleepy sleepy...but i only get to use the com once a week when i stay over at my aunts house. hehe. well...i have nothing much to blog about..only about the one issue that bugs me...and which is how selfish people are..aih..it really pisses me off. and i'm writing this on behalf of everyone else in senior year. i've heard lots of things about prom stuff and well..,alot of people are not happy about it..
cant the comitee just do their own specific jobs? and not bug others? i'm not saying all of the comitees are not doing their jobs..some are and well..those who dont, we know who you are. thats not really the issue..the comitee plays a big role in making prom happen. so, keep up the work and hopefully you guys can make it awesome.
but the thing that is bugging everyone is..where in the world is the venue going to be?! one minute its here...then the other there..then the other..god knows where. and what the heck is it with being so effing classy? does it really matter if its a 3,4, or 5 star?! its still a goddamn ballroom. and i'm not in the comitee and i do not want to be, but the others who are not in but insist that the comitee get a hotel with more starts, what the fuck?! who the fuck cares if the lobby is small?! what the heck man. i'm sorry, with more stars, were you planning to sleep in the lobby?! goodness me..and, WHO CARES IF THE OUTSIDE LOOKS PRETTY?!!?!?!?!?!? seriously?!?!?!?! what is up with that?! holy shit man!

why be so selfish? all the absurd class. what about those others who want to go but cant afford to go just because you guys decide.."oh! we shall have this five star hotel because the outside is nice! because the four star has a small lobby". selfish selfish selfish. they're still people. they also would really want to have and go for the prom as much as everyone else.

everyone wants and expects a decent prom..a prom where everyone can have fun together and celebrate together.

and writing all these doesn't mean i "oh think i'm so smart and everything, why shouldn't i do it". this was for on behalf of everyone.



see you other four, you've read it. =)

and apologies for the swearing and if you feel offended, for those who shouldn't.

tickle tickle

okay..my dear su-li wants a proper post from me =D hehehe. and yeah, i haven't been blogging properly too. but the brassiere tips sure did help huh? hahahahah. and yes, i knew that the first thing su-li would say when she reads that post was.."what the fuck LA?!"..and she did!! hahahahaa!! well, since i just gave myself the day off..for being a good girl..hahaha! i'll take all the time i need and have, to make a long post..its gona be one hell of a long post...pictures from ages before and such..

note to siti witi : update your blog la beeetttchh! about your tamagotchi or something... or or or!! ngo mou tai and lei mou tai...or hmmm..jesu..hahahahahahahahhahahaha

okay, i dont know how i'm gona post all of this in one night..i have to go to bed early and wake up for tuition early in the morning.. =(

anywho.....maybe i'll just post up half or a quarter of what i have la..for miss vivo's sake. hehe

isn't he so cute!


siti is so cute here

on our sunny way to ou

my great partner in crime

and the winner was - ice cream pink (or something)

she likey the mixing thingy


i miss my old new bed

my two helping hands. my room is your room anytime

those two indulging the playground

just look at them
we love our flip flops. AND the guy who sold it to us! hahaha

hahaha! i didn't even know this existed

for once my back actually sweats this much

yong xuen's birthday cakeeee

oh you chemists....afiq uses that to check boobs out. HAHAH


ely's,siti's,su-li's,ely's. funny i cant find the first one..heehhe

waaah waahh....so progressive. yeaayy! *pats myself*

see su-li, i actually blogged. for you! awww...i know right! i love you too! HAHAH

well...after a week of staying in my godmum's hse..trying to study..im finally back home for a week..and back to my godmum's the following week...hehehe. i miss by bed!! i'm actually kinda changed since a whole week of not being home. imagine me changing after one week..whats gona happen to me after staying there till spm?? HAHAH. i cant imagine.... anyway...i'm freaking tired. toodleloos