Friday, January 22, 2010

emotions running high, falling low

oh goodness gratious meeeeeee. ive started training in The Westin KL and it seems okay..the best thing about it is that everyone is nice. but damnit i have bad working hours. and i always seem to be okay when im there, staying back for a few extra hours despite how crashingly tired i am. because when i think about it..if im tired, they must be even more exhausted. but they're used to it. jebus i work like 10 hours a day and sometimes even more. once, i worked for 12 and a half hours..KILLERRRRR!! and i have to wake up at 5 every morning to report in at work at 7. the only best part about that is the awesome empty straight road.

i miss everyone so much :( its barely been a damn month and hell i miss everyone like crap.
i miss loon so much... :( i could cry already. please come and ease this horrible feeling beeee. i miss june :( i miss wern :( i miss rachel yong and saw.. :( i miss tan, i miss ollie, i miss boon, i miss EVERRYYYONEEE... :( :(

i just got off work..like 11 hours of work and fuck i feel so tired....working can make you lose your mind. i think its the jam that i went through thats making me blab crazy now. wtf. urrgghhh.... and that facebook is being a total bitch!

im gona go gila already. i need some R&R
i hope i get to go to maison on my day off next wednesday..gona dance like fucking mad.
i need some good lovin and lotsa care.
( i dont care about shopping unless i get a nice spa)

kill me already

and KL drivers...grow some fucking fingers to use the fucking signal.

haih...see what working has done to the jolly, 24/7 laughing and joking ely?.

i miss u guys. so much.