not caring about you anymore was old news

oh yeah, the i win you lose game. pfft. what are we? pre-schoolers? i quote "dont wana blog about you cos im not fuckin like you" but oh well, you did insist.

i dont wana care what you want to tell others cos well, the truth might be true, then again, it could be as fake as the bitch who told you. bummer. i may be a bitch and be annoying sometimes but at least i know how to be a real friend. i always knew i could never talk things out with you like a normal adult cos i always knew it would end up like this. the screaming and yelling..you asking me "whats with the attitude?!" when you couldnt answer a simple question i asked and then giving me the attitude?. good thing you dont care anymore too so then i can write whatever i want. but either way, i dont care anymore.

siti's right..sometimes best friends are like second boyfriends. you did say that you wish you could break up with me like my ex-boyfriend did. wish granted. becareful of what you wish for, but i guess it all just doesn't matter to you right? i may not be perfect and i have done wrongs. but twisting what you did to me to how im hurting you? and then hinting to the world that its me? hmm, then screaming on the phone like i'm the one who hurt the crap outta you? me not wanting to talk to you since that incident was because obviously i knew there was no point. did you even try coming to me? no. and you dont even know that im always the one wanting to fix out friendship. for every hurt and thing you did, i too had to apologise. then turning it on me saying i never did anything for our friendship. look back and think hard. you think that not talking to you out of the blues was hurtful? try having to live with the fact that the one person you thought you could trust after being betrayed by others betray you herself leaving you in cold hard pain bitching about you with your own ex boyfriend. "that was so long ago,you're still holding on to that?!"..its not a thing that just comes and goes. its your own freaking "best friend" doing such a thing to you. and all of a sudden you're hurt? why in the world would i invite your sister to watch a game and not you just to hurt you. why the fuck would i huh. yea, cos you always did love telling the world im a cold and heartless person.

im done with all of this, im done with high school drama. you havent gotten over high school but im way done. so just mind your own stuff. im done with you. thanks for making it a whole lot easier. as much as i hate for friendships to end, this one is a goner. i guess people change and i dont know who you are anymore. im a bitch too, im at fault too. this isnt a blame game, just stop it with the nonsense.

this is it then.

and for the record, i did not bitch about your friend so stop saying i did.