you added the colour into my life

even though i have absolutely nothing to do at all i'm so freaking lazy to blog. but now..i just seriously have nothing to do at all. this is gona be one hell of a post. updates all the way from chinese new year. bijabbers!

as usual i would go back to penang and ipoh every chinese new year. the only thing i like about it is the holiday,the money, the food and the new clothes. oh and gambling,sometimes. for some reason, i'm more of a family person during chinese new year. its so rare that i would wana plan an outing during chinese new year except that this year there's an exception that its matt's birthday =) our own steamboat


bruno!!


cousin selena and sis


bro's


the siblings


hahahah!! he was the "flower boy"


with daddy and mmmy


with sis


niece joey. she's soo adorable!


with the bride and groom




then came matt's birthday! went out the day after his birthday with bashar,siti,akram,megan,khairina,fifa and soorah. one nicee outing for all of us. dont have the group pictures, its still with fifa. hehehehe. but i all i can say is that the outing was great. nothing beats being able to hang with friends and being able to spend time with matt. precious times.



it wasn't vaentines yet..i know i know..







its not a new thing anymore. its like, their crave, need and i just dont know why the hell do they have to keep doing it. just because you dont have a life doesn't mean you have to bother others lives. just stick to your bluddy own. stop saying shit and trying to spoil everything. i don wana have anything to do with any of you so just get lost. i so dont wana start fouling about this shit so stop bluddy shitting around. i'm happy as things are and i'm not in your way. so get out of mine. yeah i'm gona forget it and i'm trying to take everything else maturely. so just leave me be. i dont want those shit no more. so back off!!





last saturday was muhibbah. it sucked cos it was on a weekend. just do it on a regular school day like every other year. take up our weekend and not replacing it. hero shits. but the food this year wasn't so bad. actually, it was nasi lemak so how can it go wrong right? unless someone screws up the bluddy sambal or just bluddy didn't know nuts about cooking it. this years muhibbah was a little more interesting. and thank god there were no more of that tanglung,ketupat,kolam making competition anymore. this year they had mr and mrs traditional, little fake marriages from the three different cultures and so on. after muhibbah, went home with aiman and julian then went over to aimans hse. lovee hanging out there!


amira,liyana,filzah,farzana,fatin,fifa,me,megan!


kok siang,me,alice


julian and i


marcia and i


aiman,bashar,me. goood buds!


aiman's fucking cute!


julian being disgusting


megan and i!


with soorah and naqiah!


on the way to aiman's


aiman doing his thing






there you have it. my freaking blog.

freakishly

i'm soooooo freaking bored!! i need a car and loads of cash and my license!! whats the point of having a car without a license right? gosh..i cant wait to get form 5 over and done with. it just started and i'm sick of it..sick of high school. fuck it and flunk it! chinese new year is in days and i'm still not done with my shopping. damnit!

i was supposed to go out with matt today,, sadly because of his phone bills of all the calls to me he cant go out.. =( it was supposed to be a super duper day today. sort of like all couples outing. gathered a few couples to come out with us but wakwakwakkk! outing cancelled..hahaha. of all days, when i have sooo many opportunities to go to ou.. our last outing i had to quarrel with my parents to come out but now. my mum herself asking me to go. damnit i tell you.. but still. i'm still as excited as i was to give him his birthday present! i hope its his best yet. =D

a few days ago..okay wait,, a week ago i think. julian came back from us. and the very next day he and aiman came to my house. we were supposed to go cycling but i was sort of sick and it was gona rain-i told my dad.. "noo! the rain stopped already, julian and i wana go to aiman's hse then cycle!" julian and i stood at my gate and i screamed "fuck! i felt a drop of rain falling on my head!" then it started raining like crap. so julian went and brought aiman to my hse. they're so fun to hang out with. and aiman has this secret recipe of scent that makes him smell soooo bluddy good! the scent drugs you and makes you addicted to it. they played r.o or something in my room and in the end it was only julian playing it. aiman and i were so bored watching julian play it cos even if we talk to him he just stares at the screen and ignores you completely. hahahhaha. but i love hanging with them.


aiman and julian with their games..


julian took over aiman's place in the game..


and he got stuck to it...look at him happily playing


poor aiman just had to look at julian playing the game