gahh....tiringg....

the weather makes me get tired even if i havent done anything massively tiring. i hate the burning weather.

practical was not bad today. and woot, the chef, chef vincent is nice. of course he'll be strict when we're cooking and all..but he's nice. chef sharizan gave us a short look see around the kitchen and taught us how to light up the stove, oven and hot plate yesterday. but chef vincent gave a more through briefing. duh, cos he's our practical chef. and at home yesterday i had to overcome my fear of lighting up the lighter cos i knew we had to light up the stove and all today on our own. scaryyy..hehehe.

after that, we had a long break and went for computing class at 1. yes, i have computing class....
and im horrible with the computer. we have goodness, i think 4 individual assessments and 4 group assessments. all to be done in 9 weeks!!!! =O but i love my group members. hehehe. funny guys and girls..got june and rui wei and heng! funny funny heng. hahahaa

as much as im terrified of how im gona do in computing class, im loving it cos im getting a new laptop for it!! =D yeayyy! got my eyes on the Dell XPS m1530. *drools*


im glad a have new friends. but i miss my old friends too... =( these ppl havent brought out the elyza in me yet...you guys have. i need to freaking go out man.

and gosh...another 4 hours of practical tomorrow... f&b practical...hope they cancel it for the uniform collection and typhoid innoculation...

a whole new life, a whole new start.

goodness gracious..its been 4 freaking months since i last blogged..i had loads of things to blog about but i was just lazy to..and now that i have things to do, i feel like blogging. how idiotic...

well, glad that i finally started college. feels weird but getting the hang of it. my orientation on the 7th of april was just weird. i was so freaking quiet..obviously la..didnt know anyone..but thank god i bumped into one of my old tuition friend..and sat with her, then made friends with her other friends. yeay=) everyone was soo quiet and all...no one bothered to say hi and all.. at least my friends and i took the initiative to make friends. i mean come on..hospitality ppl wei, but i guess its always like that on the first day. i couldnt stand the quietness on the second day. so while waiting for the next session to start, my friends and i stood in front of the hall entrance to initially kill time..but i ended up making loads of friends by just randomly saying hi and bye to ppl walking in and out of the hall. ;P god knows where i got the sudden hype, but thank god i did. hehee. then later on god put into our groups. i kinda like my group except for some weird ppl in it. seriously, not the normal kinda weird, but seriously weird. i keep meeting new people everyday which is a great thing. so many friends now. yeay! =D


our first class was on friday and it was on pastry. supposed to have briefing and all but we havent gotten our uniforms, yes, we have to wear uniforms for our practical and formal wear for theory class..how sad...no cool clothes for college...but i guess i'll make the most of the formal dressing...heeh. anyway, pastry class on friday was fun. we helped our chef prepare some pastry for the v.i.p for tea. it was serious, but fun. and he's a nice chef. yeay, thank god. =D so after class, went to sunway pyramid with my new friends. cos zeeba, from maldives wanted to buy these really cute shoes for her formal wear and the rest of us just wanted to look for stuff for our formal wear. haih, formal wear is so expensiveeeeeeee...

and today was butchering dayyy! hahaha. it wasnt that bad, we only had a demo cos we dont have our knife set yet..bummer...and again..my butchering chef was really nice too..hope my practical chef is nice too..having my first class with him tomorrow *crossing my fingers*.

well...so far class has been alright..i hope it stays this fun... hehehe. but its gona keep getting more tiringggg...bummer...

upcoming events..typhoid innoculation.. =S and freshies night!! oh we all joined student council together too!! aww..we all bonded so quickly... lots more to come! =D

rui wei, if you're reading this..you better not laugh.. hehehhe

not caring about you anymore was old news

oh yeah, the i win you lose game. pfft. what are we? pre-schoolers? i quote "dont wana blog about you cos im not fuckin like you" but oh well, you did insist.

i dont wana care what you want to tell others cos well, the truth might be true, then again, it could be as fake as the bitch who told you. bummer. i may be a bitch and be annoying sometimes but at least i know how to be a real friend. i always knew i could never talk things out with you like a normal adult cos i always knew it would end up like this. the screaming and yelling..you asking me "whats with the attitude?!" when you couldnt answer a simple question i asked and then giving me the attitude?. good thing you dont care anymore too so then i can write whatever i want. but either way, i dont care anymore.

siti's right..sometimes best friends are like second boyfriends. you did say that you wish you could break up with me like my ex-boyfriend did. wish granted. becareful of what you wish for, but i guess it all just doesn't matter to you right? i may not be perfect and i have done wrongs. but twisting what you did to me to how im hurting you? and then hinting to the world that its me? hmm, then screaming on the phone like i'm the one who hurt the crap outta you? me not wanting to talk to you since that incident was because obviously i knew there was no point. did you even try coming to me? no. and you dont even know that im always the one wanting to fix out friendship. for every hurt and thing you did, i too had to apologise. then turning it on me saying i never did anything for our friendship. look back and think hard. you think that not talking to you out of the blues was hurtful? try having to live with the fact that the one person you thought you could trust after being betrayed by others betray you herself leaving you in cold hard pain bitching about you with your own ex boyfriend. "that was so long ago,you're still holding on to that?!"..its not a thing that just comes and goes. its your own freaking "best friend" doing such a thing to you. and all of a sudden you're hurt? why in the world would i invite your sister to watch a game and not you just to hurt you. why the fuck would i huh. yea, cos you always did love telling the world im a cold and heartless person.

im done with all of this, im done with high school drama. you havent gotten over high school but im way done. so just mind your own stuff. im done with you. thanks for making it a whole lot easier. as much as i hate for friendships to end, this one is a goner. i guess people change and i dont know who you are anymore. im a bitch too, im at fault too. this isnt a blame game, just stop it with the nonsense.

this is it then.

and for the record, i did not bitch about your friend so stop saying i did.

im walking on sunshine

oh goodness gracious. malaysia is finally free from the girl i hate...well until march...but finally enough room for everyone to breathe and not be miserable for once. wahhaahahhaha..im mean. hehe

anywhooo....is minutes before my dear siti's birthday is over...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITIII!!!!!!!

hugss!!!

wah wah..i havent been blogging for ages! hopefully i can blog alot tonight la..hehehee. well... i do more picture posting then actual writng..cos haiyo..lazy to write so much..kekeke. not..

fat boy and cute baby

aiyoo! so cute la! damn cute lil' naughty boy XD

oh the yummilicious cupcakes. i baked these during spm...yes, DURING. you have no idea what else i've been doing. nyehehhe. well..these are a few cupcakes i made for the people i love...there are many names that are not in there...but you already know that i love you guys right..hehehe. and i didnt have enough cupcakes. hheheheehehe!! =D

our own brian from family guy.

went and watched the tennis showdown after add maths paper. hehehee. roger federer. yes the man himself, gave my aunts friend who is his friend free tickets...so we gots zem! wooottt. hehehe!


notice the RF and rf's autograph on ze cap? wahahaha. and i be lovin them tennis shirt.

can you see roger federer peeping out?

james blake

fualamak so chun wan my photography skills.wakikikikiki



my babeh. i be lovin them sneakers







bola tenis james blake

my sista from another mister turned 17 well..yesterday now that its past 12. hahahaa. glad i could be there to help out and made it a pleasant birthday for her =) love that girl!

siti's helium balloons!!

will you just look at us...so chute

L and i surprised siti with this cake. her expression : =' )

happy birthday girl!!

after ppl left..me, siti and julian started inhaling the helium gas in the balloon. so farking farnie i tell you!!! all the sounds we made and all! hahahahaha!! well..it was an awesome blossom weekend and i is got to spend it with my dear siti. we is gona go for them lecture together gether yo! HAHAH. i be nigga-ing. hhahahahaahh.

good night dear people. loves.

jungle tumble

i can almost taste paradise! spm is almost over! actually im already in paradise but this is gona be the real deal. the paradise without stupid books and crap i dont give a damn about. oshmigosh!

i really wana post a long ass post...but it'll take me forever...all the pictures...thinking and all..used my brains too much already..time out time out. well..i'll post soon. but for now...the one thing that i really really want to do is sell off my stuff...seriously...i've got millions of junk, unused clothes. god knows why i bought them for. see>like>buy..aint no caring bout nothing else. crazy right? ehhehee. well..gona search for nice clothes i dont wear and all now. oh and shoessss. wtv lah. hehehee


signing off! lovesss

friends

lately i've been having so much fun. too much fun actually.. spm is in days and i'm having fun. typical me =)

i dont have pictures to post up about all the fun i had. i have some with su and siti witi but lazy to get it from them. hehehehe. well, it was halloween yesterday and boy did i have a blast! the residences at my god parents area had a halloween party. and i stay there now so obviously i would go. they had a small dinner set up by the pool and it was so cute! all the kids running around in their costumes and all. they had such nice spook-a-licious cupcakes and cookies too! and some parents even dressed up. so cool! then at 7.45pm, i took the kids trick or treating!! so fun!! some houses really decorated their house to the max. so awesome! i have pics in my god fathers camera. again...lazy to get it.,..but it was all so nice. then julian came..followed the kids trick or treating till the very last house. went back to the pool side cos juls wanted to eat and pushed my younger bro into the pool when we were going off. hehehehe! naughty me.. back at my god parents place, i decided to play twister cos we were kinda bored. me, juls, my god sister and my younger bro took turns spinning the thingy. its torture when you let a 7 year old girl spin that thing cos she keeeps laughing at whatever position we'll have to be in next and its so tiring! juls kept winning. hehehee. fun fun!


oh yea..and last wednesday siti and i went for a free manicure. my sister had 5 free manicures so she gave one to me and siti. anywho...there was only one manicurist so siti went first. while waiting, went to the reflexology place with su. she had the foot reflexology and i had the back and shoulder reflexology. su's was one hour, so when i was done, i came out and saw her sleeping like a baby! hahahha! so cute! i think the manicure shop was kinda sucky cos they gave us such horrible manicures. i came out with a bad french manicure and two bleeding fingers. yeap, sucky!



i love pocoyo!!! but i love stewie more!!!!! heheheh!

bombastic fools

okay, so looks like the whole prom thing isn't going so well..and its just so sad to see juls and the other committees who are my friends beat themselves up because of it. and i mean it, i fucking hate it. you bombastic idiots who wanted 5 star hotels and shit, paid motherfucking deposits and now want it back? screw you bitches! motherfuck you wanted all the class and diamonds up your ass and now you want it removed? eat your own shits la.

you were the selfish ones, wanting absolute class in 5 star hotels, turning down sime darby because "oh, its not a hotel".."oh,it has no class"..fuck you shit heads. what the fuck, and i mean..WHAT THE FUCK is up with that?!?!?!?! mother fuck you guys think you're soooooooo big is it? fuck even award givings are gona be held there okay. not classy enough for you?! fucking hell man.

you all wanted the big lobbies,dumb ass pretty looking hotels, all the stars a hotel could have and not want to go? couldn't you have just jumped off a cliff earlier?!!??!?! yeah they can cancel it now but they'd have to pay 50% of the total amount for the ballroom. fuck you wana pay is it? think you so grand like king or whatever fuck shit? want gold and diamonds then tell the person you dont want it and the sky is blue for you again?! wake up you sad asses!!!! you're not living in hollywood. heck you just go to school where they produce rubbish like you. we all are shit there. look at all your pethatic selves. we're the hartamas generation that should be so ashamed of themselves. other schools think of each other, they're not selfish, even if they wanted the class, they'd actually pay for their prom tickets and bluddy go. you motherfuckers wanted class but in the end, decide not to go. those who have their camps and all. just go, but next time, dont open your mouths to suggest class.

i dont understand why you people are sooooo idiotic, and self-centered. and cant you people just have that little more school spirit. or at least some respect for one another and our senior year, our last year in school. its joyous to know that school is ending so soon, and prom is like a last gathering before we go seperate ways. its supposed to be everyone in senior year espcially to get together on that night and have fun and celebrate together. just knock that into your minds and go for prom. you wanted class? now pay for the 140 ringgit ticket. im sure thats classy enough of a price.

yeah, now you're gona wana flame me and shit. do it, like i care. at least i'm one to stand up and not be chicken heads like you guys but try to act soo big. screw you.

and i'm not critisizing the committee. and those who wana put this on them. dont even try. they did a good job. its you guys that are the problem.